John Kerry for President


With the Presidential Primaries less than a month away, I decided that it was time to stop hemming and hawing over which Presidential candidate to endorse. I’ve chosen John Kerry.

However, I have not chosen him necessarily because I support him with the fullest enthusiasm possible. I have chosen him because I believe that what Bush has done with this country is unjust and wrong. I recognize, that Kerry may continue current policies for the next four years (and likely will in several areas); however, I feel that Kerry has a much better chance of improving environmental law, resolving the War in Iraq, and preserving Social Security. I am among a mass of voters who vote not because they feel any affinity towards any candidate, but because not voting means not being heard.

The American public is still disillusioned in politics. We expect that our political figures will lie to us. We expect that those in power will abuse that power. Despite what Bush may tell us, what is known as the Vietnam Syndrome — which refers to the feelings aroused in the American public as they witnessed the Vietnam War — is very much alive, and John Kerry is right to try and invoke that idea when he argues that Iraq is exactly like the Vietnam War. However, there’s no way of knowing whether Kerry does what he says he will or whether he is simply trying to appease a torn American public.

Hearing Aid Updates

I returned my Oticon Synchro hearing aids today, switching back to the Oticon Adapto model I’ve had for the last year. I’d like to clarify why.

Note: For the one or two people who e-mailed me, I cannot offer professional advice on these aids. This is my experience with the Synchro and I am not an audiologist in any way, shape, or form. Please see a licensed audiologist who holds an Au.D (doctorate of audiology) for diagnosis and professional advice.

I had the opportunity to test drive these within the last two weeks at both the Writing Center’s tutor retreat and in class. I’ve noticed that, with the programming as it was set, the aids skipped massive amounts of information from the faculty. For instance, in the middle of a lecture, he might be talking about the existence of power within the mass media — I would catch about 60% of the sentences and be able to understand them, with the other 40% being heard but not comprehended. This would seem to be a programming problem — which is what my audiologist thinks it is — but I’m not so sure.

The Synchro’s essential goal is to give hearing aid users something closer to normal hearing. I’ve italicized “normal” here because I don’t know what normal hearing is — my loss is considered severe at around 70dB in both ears, and I’ve had that loss since birth. I’ve never had the opportunity to experience normal hearing, so I don’t know what I’m missing and don’t know how to handle that kind of input. The Synchro brings the user closer to experiencing that input, which may simply have been too much for me to be able to cope with. As someone with no natural hearing experience whatsoever, my brain isn’t wired to accept those kinds of input, and may be experiencing some form of sensory overload. It’s perhaps because of the amount of information fed in through the aids that I wasn’t completely able to comprehend what my faculty was saying in lecture.

The thing that’s very strange about these aids — which my mother rightly pointed out — is that they are supposed to be able to take data from an audiogram (which is basically a measurement of how well you hear) and adjust itself to a hearing loss based on that data. However, technology is never that easy — the Synchro’s software is very programmable and tweakable, perhaps to an extreme. As you add on layers of complexity, you also add on the ability to screw up royally. The amount of time it’s taken to get my hearing aids working the way I need them to has gone up exponentially with each new aid model. Switching from analog to digital incurred a series of appointments with my audiologist (I seem to recall around 6) just to get the aids working properly in the environments I was in. Switching from the Adapto to the Synchro threatened to require just as much effort and commuting. This is completely not what you would expect when you hear that an aid is supposed to adapt itself to an audiogram and a specific loss.

The final verdict seems to be that, number one, the programming was insufficient, and that, number two, there was no time to tweak the programming to satisfactory levels — basically, bad timing and possibly incompatible technology. Now, this isn’t to say that the Synchro wouldn’t be right for someone else, but for someone with my kind of severe loss with very particular needs for noise levels and noise compression, it may not be the right aid at all. Again, my audiologist is convinced that given more time to be able to tweak the aids, it would work. My counterargument to that is that my audiologist gave me a 30-day return policy on those aids (which they then graciously extended another 20-30 days on request). It is my opinion that within those thirty days, the customer needs to be satisfied with their aids. Satisfaction means being able to utilize the technology comfortably in all situations a user may encounter, without the need for dramatic programming changes. In this regard, we didn’t succeed. If we can’t meet those requirements within a thirty day window while still respecting the restrictions imposed upon us by distance, then what’s the point? What does it say that, when going into a class situation, I missed major components of a lecture regardless of the fact that the entire class was aware of my hearing loss, including the faculty? That’s a clear reflection on the technology. I have a lot of patience when it comes to technology, but when it comes to my hearing, I can’t afford to screw around.

Hopefully, this has given people insight into what it’s like to be a hearing impaired person. I will continue to post details from time to time — that is, when I feel like it — about being hearing impaired. I fully encourage people to e-mail me about this, but please include the words “Oticon Synchro” in your e-mail so that I don’t disregard it as spam.

Kyoto Protocol Ratified

The big environmental news today (Mount St. Helens notwithstanding) is that Russia has decided to back the Kyoto Protocol on global warming, which places specific caps on the amount of greenhouse gasses that countries can produce. This is good.

I did a whole bunch of work looking at global warming during Spring Quarter of my Freshman year at Evergreen, so I know quite a bit about Kyoto and the issues surrounding global warming. However, I’m a little too beat to actually dig up my notes on the subject just yet — probably in the near future, for those who care about background. Or you could just check out the Wikipedia entry, which gives you more than I could ever tell you.

Guess you shouldn’t expect an update regarding this :)

autumn boots quicker!

Thanks to this forum post on sendmail issues, my Linux laptop now actually boots quickly, whereas before it was taking years to boot. Apparently, /etc/hosts has to look like the following for me:

127.0.0.1       localhost.localdomain   autumn

I hadn’t realized the localdomain component was required by sendmail, or else it runs into severe name resolution issues that apparently have very high timeouts.

Now all I have to do is fix this weird DMA hanging problem that I’m having occasionally on boot…

Compassionate Impeachment

I saw a bumper sticker as I was wandering through the parking lot of the Yoga place next door on the way back from a day at the Writing Center retreat and stops at Safeway and Blockbuster:

Practice compassionate impeachment

Well, that’s a contradiction in terms. I realize that that’s usually the point of bumper stickers — to be a little flippant and completely contradictory — but it still got me thinking about the term “compassionate impeachment”. I decided to be literal in interpreting this phrase and looked up both “compassionate” and “impeachment” in the Oxford American Dictionary (Heald Colleges Edition, 1980):

compassionate (adj.): a feeling of pity that makes one want to help or show mercy

impeachment (n.): 1. to charge a public official with misconduct in office before an appropriate tribunal. 2. to call in question, to discredit.

Thus, the phrase “compassionate impeachment” refers to a case when, out of pity and a want to show mercy to a public official, that official is charged with misconduct in office before a tribunal. Well, given the liberal stance on the current Presidency (as well as my own stance on the current Presidency), it’s relatively safe to assume that this refers to Bush (it’s also rare to hear of impeachments that don’t involve the office of the President of the United States; this isn’t further corroborating evidence towards assuming it’s about Bush, simply an observation). Practicing compassionate impeachment is sort of a way of “saving grace” in the face of a public official whom the public feels has screwed up.

I would argue that this is exactly what we don’t want to do in Bush’s case. Yes, Bush has perpetuated lies upon the American people, the depths of which probably won’t be fully revealed, much less understood, for several years. Yes, we are in an unjust war against Iraq (and, to some extent, against Afghanistan and the entire Middle East). Yes, this is another Vietnam — I may not like the way John Kerry has been pushing this point lately, but he is dead on in this assessment. However, given that Bush has made these errors and omissions, there isn’t enough time left within his Presidency to justify impeachment proceedings against him, since the effect of such proceedings would be felt after he left office and the damage has been done. While I recognize that some charges are better than no charges and that consequences should be leveled, the timing is wrong.

In addition, the nature of the Bush presidency thus far suggests that there are lies that we haven’t even begun to uncover. Impeaching now — without allowing more facts to emerge — is to only impeach him on his known actions after 9/11 and to essentially absolve him of future prosecution due to the double jeopardy provisions of the Constitution. Perhaps this is a stretch of my legal understanding of the Constitution — since some people spend their whole lives trying to understand the intent and content of that document — but it seems to me a reasonable conclusion. Any facts or evidence uncovered after impeachment that are related to 9/11 cannot be used against him.

Thus, since impeachment refers to a public official and not a private citizen or war crimes tribunal, impeachment in Bush’s case was impractical. Clinton’s impeachment was politically viable merely because, number one, he had committed deeds that were fully known to the public, and number two, he had enough time left in office for impeachment proceedings to make sense. At least in terms of number two, there are only about three months left in the Bush presidency. Compassionate impeachment, in any form, against George W. Bush is impractical, though the need to make Bush accountable for his lies is copiously evident.

Opening The Smithsonian’s Museum of the American Indian

In the New York Times today, the opening of the Smithsonian’s Museum of the American Indian in Washington D.C. was covered. This article contains the following quotes:

On Monday, hundreds of people already were milling about the museum to get an early peek. “At last we’re getting some kind of recognition as Indian people,” said Lawrence Orcutt, from the Yurok tribe in northern California.

Dave Anderson, who heads the Bureau of Indian Affairs, said the museum will allow Indians to open a new chapter in the United States.

“I look at this whole museum opening as an opportunity for healing, for optimism,” he said.

It’s correct that the Museum reflects a new recognition of Native Americans and that it celebrates the life and culture of many native tribes. However, the idea that this museum opening somehow heralds a “new chapter in the United States” for Native Americans is, to put it bluntly, historically impossible and preposterous. While I, for one, would certainly embrace such a change wholeheartedly, presenting this event as a cataclysm for future changes is stretching the idea of presenting the history of Native American tribes.

Quoting Howard Zinn’s A People’s History of the United States:

In 1969, November 9, there took place a dramatic event which focused attention on Indian grievances as nothing else had. It burst through the invisibility of previous local Indian protests and declared to the entire world that the Indians still lived and would fight for their rights. On that day, before dawn, seventy-eight Indians landed on Alcatraz Island in San Francisco Bay and occupied the island . . . They said:

We feel that this so-called Alcatraz Island is more than suitable for an Indian reservation, as determined by the white man’s own standards. By this we mean that this place resembles most Indian reservations in that:

  1. It is isolated from modern facilities, and without adequate means of transportation.
  2. It has no fresh running water.
  3. It has inadequate sanitation facilities.
  4. There are no oil or mineral rights.
  5. There is no industry and so unemployment is very great.
  6. There are no health care facilities.
  7. The soil is rocky and non-productive; and the land does not support game.
  8. There are no educational facilities.
  9. The population has always exceeded the land base.
  10. The population has always been held as prisoners and dependent upon others.
— page 529-530

The United States has continued to deny the rights of Native American tribes in the practice of tribal and religious ceremonies, and has shoehorned them onto reservations and off of what whites consider “our land” since colonial times. This shoehorning has led to a massive loss of rights for Native Americans; in addition to the grievances listed above from the occupation of Alcatraz, the white man has made attempts (admittedly much earlier in history, but it continues today) to re-educate Native Americans into our own way of life.

We cannot declare a new age for Native Americans until we abolish reservations, allow Native Americans as much freedom as whites have continually been entitled to, and issue some form of apology on behalf of the United States for the oppression and subjugation of an entire way of life. Coincidentally, the same probably holds for blacks, and possibly Americans of Japanese descent who were put into concentration camps during World War II.

A Trip to TESC

Amanda and I spent most of Sunday wandering around Capital Mall and doing some shopping — I’ve figured out now that Best Buy probably has new DVDs at cheaper prices than most other places in the mall, though I do have a Suncoast Rewards card, which makes it a toss-up as to where I pick up stuff. GameStop, also in the mall, has a pretty eclectic used DVD selection that goes from somewhere between $9.99 to somewhere around $15, I think. I picked up Quantum Leap Season 1, a weird-assed film called Donnie Darko, and Amelie, which my mother has been bugging me about watching. We also went over to the Olive Garden (which I didn’t know was in Olympia until we got there) and had lunch — I had a fantastic dish, the steak-Gorgonzola fettuccine (I think that’s what it’s called). It’s quite good, with what I think is a red wine/vinegar sauce covering steak tips and fettuccine, all blended with Gorgonzola cheese. I’ve never had anything like it.

Amanda and I both had to go to the College this morning — I had a meeting with the head of the Web Team and she was being picked up to go home, though she had a couple things she had wanted to do first. We caught the 48 and got onto campus about 15 minutes early, which meant that I was able to go to both the Bookstore and the Writing Center with her right before I had to dart off to my meeting at 10.

The library’s remodel is underway, apparently, since I had to take a detour around the main staircase, which is currently blocked off my construction work at the top of the stairs on the third floor. I had to detour around and through the construction, which wasn’t as bad as I thought it might be, but it’s good to see those changes are underway. The meeting itself went fine — we just talked about the accessibility work I’ve been working on very intermittently throughout the summer, and I met the person I’ll probably be working very closely with this year on accessibility issues for the next version of Evergreen’s site template (yes, there is already a new version of that template in the works, which isn’t surprising to me, but might be surprising to others). After that, I hopped route 41 and came home, ate, and did some more poster-related stuff. I found a use for the screen that used to belong to my grandmother — it works fantastically as a backdrop to the amber-shade torchiere I’m using in my room as main lighting. All my despair.com posters are up, though there are still a couple posters I have no idea what to do with, and I have one entire wall that’s essentially blank except for my Far Side calendar. I’ll have to figure out how to fix that.

I decided to make a trip back to the College with my laptop so that I could quickly check my e-mail and let my clients know why I wasn’t filling their client requests. That took a while (and thank goodness for daily passes on the Intercity Transit system, which paid for itself on the third and fourth trips), and the library started closing just as I finished that, but it worked out alright. I’m slated (or so I’ve been told) to work in the Writing Center on web page stuff on Thursday and Friday of this week, so perhaps the very long to-do list that we’ve been crafting all summer will actually get shorter. We’ll see.

It’s odd being in this apartment alone, but it gives me a chance to loaf for a while. We’ll see what happens.

Targeting Gender Preferences

To quote Mr. William Falk’s article in the New York Times today, “That Wasn’t the Week That Was“:

IN DEFENSE OF MARRIAGE, PART II Representative Edward Schrock, Republican of Virginia, abandoned his bid for re-election, after a Web log claimed he had sought sex with other men through a phone service. Mr. Schrock, who is married, has co-sponsored a proposed constitutional amendment banning gay marriage and has advocated barring homosexuals from military service. (Mr. Schrock is a retired Navy officer.) The Web log, Blogactive.com, has vowed to reveal the identities of lawmakers who are gay and support anti-homosexual legislation. An aide said Mr. Schrock was not gay, but that he wouldn’t run because the accusations had called into question his ability to represent his constituents.

While I may not agree with what Mr. Schrock supports, this is downright disappointing when people take it upon themselves to upend the private lives of politicians in order to reveal something as inconsequential as whether they’re gay or straight. Albeit that this would reveal a very basic contradiction in Mr. Schrock’s policies, the mere accusation alone is obviously enough to cripple a political career. If those types of accusations call into question anyone’s ability to represent their constituents, what would happen if the same site started indicting other heterosexual politicians? For that matter, what would happen if politicians were found to be bisexual? Is that somehow less repulsive than homosexuality?

As for the issues that Mr. Schrock supports, I have already stated my opposition to a Constitutional amendment banning gay marriage. I have not, however, stated my opposition to banning homosexuals from military service. Liking your own gender in no way affects your ability to follow orders. The “don’t ask, don’t tell” policy seems to be working just fine, and rules against dating people within your own unit to prevent any potentially disastrous relationships from forming would make a little more sense to me than banning the presence of gays in the military outright. We can support gays in the military without risking possibly dangerous outcomes that sprout from relationships inside a soldier’s own unit.

A Try at Spam Poetry

SatireWire, in its heyday and before it shut down, once ran a spam poetry contest. Inspired by my recent post, I decided to adhere to their rules and create poetry strictly out of spam messages. I came up with the following:

Quoth the raven,
“Keep your motor running dude as you’re into a surprise.
The service was great not to mention what I saved
Like Kings we lose the Conquests gain’d before,
which is now just above actual manufactures cost.”

Then he said “Good-night!” and with muffled oar
is immediately shipped by Fed-Ex straight to your door.

Okay, so it’s not great, but it’s an attempt with a very small number of spam e-mails in my Caught Spam section of Evolution. I’ll probably try again sometime with a larger pool of e-mails. I encourage others to try it, post it in their blogs, and send a trackback ping to this post!